And so one day it happened that I grew up.
I do not know when it happened. Before I was 24 to 24 hours to navigate the forum, arguing with people I've seen yes and no two times in my life, to base my life on the singers. Now I wonder why they felt the need.
E 'almost a year that I avoid a particular forum, I think he felt the need. There I found many interesting people to know, but also suffering for the jealousy I felt towards someone. It 's absurd to feel anger when you realize that others get things that seem "important" for you. And maybe they are actually nonsense, that life does not matter much.
Then there is a bit 'of fire inside. That little voice inside me that makes me say that in about November / December is very likely to return to the forum to get information about what will happen. But then I look around and say, in less than a month I graduate, are at stake to find homes for a while ', I always just as I can get married is to become a family. There are things more important than getting an autograph from my favorite singer live or to travel overseas, and still get unexpected results.
Life is one, must not be wasted in useless remorse and regret, let alone to wallow in regret for things that, unfortunately, do not ever happen, because someone was more fortunate than you and can claim to have lived, while you remain the " foo "whatever that is simply trying to make something of their lives.
not lie, my character is obviously shady: the feeling of jealousy has always marked me, and I deeply worn. But there are those moments when I realize how stupid they're jealous so irrational.
Jump to delve in to the seat, you realize that in Lombardy there Northern League and are just so you know that things REALLY important in life, are others. Find a job, decent and perhaps that satisfies us. With the prospects that we have young people with this goal we will see who the hell ever. Buy a house, get a mortgage ... With the little money that there are around at the moment it is difficult for banks to give the guys who want their dream home, so that should seek to settle.
But we're kidding? My father became a villa only working with 5 children to support! Sure, there were hard times, the ones where you do not buy the snacks and no one knew what it was an accessory brand, the ones where you pull the belt to get a fine mese...
Ma non c'è mai stata l' assenza DI PROSPETTIVA come accade oggi!
Uno si guarda avanti e non vede niente davanti a sè, solo i sogni che aveva e che dovrà abbandonare per mancanza di fortuna. Perché è vero, ci sono anche le persone fortunate, che non devono fare sacrifici enormi per avere ciò che vogliono...Ma come ci insegna la storia, nemmeno i soldi fanno la felicità.
E quindi siamo punto e capo: la musica, il web, facebook, il blog...Sono tutti sfoghi momentanei che hanno sempre creato più bene che male alla mia persona. Ogni tanto mi manca navigare su quel forum, ma dico a me stessa che meno ne sento l'esigenza, meglio è. Per me stessa. Per allontanarmi who has it all over me and who has more luck than me.
The real man should be what you do alone, sudandosi every grain of what you get.
And that does not have a great sense of relief, but I know what I mean to myself. I am anxiously remain bright these days, in which I look forward inexorably to say: "Can I print the thesis." Days of displeasure about the election results and fatigue problems for my neck and head. I really can not anymore. But that's another story.
